Unending News

I always think about life. Especially death, not that that's not weird in any way... But really, I always wonder what it's like, to be on the 'other side'. I can only imagine and I hope that it will be a long time before I ever know that feeling. It's weird though to see how one's life works. You joke and talk about ways that you could die, and then when it happens to that person...It's wild how God works in his mysterious little ways. It confuses me yeah, and I like to know the answers to everything, exactly what happens, the details. In life you don't get that, and it sucks, but then we get surprises and those are always/sometimes fun. When bad things hit home and are personal, it only makes you more grateful for what you have, and creates a new outlook on life and how you wanna live it. I know I have changed a lot of things and then changed them back, but realizing that I am wasting my days away doing nothing but being bitter or sad, is doing me better and I hope that everyone can just be grateful for what they have, live in the moment, and just love.

R.I.P Austin Miller

11 February, 2008